Wow. I’m bad at this. What is wrong with me??

Really liking someone kinda sucks.

I have been really, genuinely happy for over a month. This doesn’t happen…I’m walking on eggshells, wondering when life will knock me down again.

I’m a little terrified. Is being this happy just a sign of how miserable I’m going to be in times to come?

Like life has something horrible planned so its saying “hey you deserve to have a little happiness, because I’m gonna break you the fuck down.”

And that’s perfectly okay.

I’m happy. I know I was skeptical last year but I am really really loving AOII right now.